looking back..

i know some people might say that if ever they were given another chance to undo their past, they won't change anything because that's what made them who they are now..but if i were to answer the controversial question to ms. venus raj, i could probably think of a lot of things i would like to undo..these are the things that no matter what i do, won't be brought back anymore..i sometimes wish i never got to know some people, though it may seem unfair to them, because of those instances where i regretted my decisions..well, i probably don't like what i am now..a lot of people may not understand me, but this is what i really feel..but as if i don't know any better, i know that what i am thinking will never be possible..i should just appreciate the lessons i gained from these experiences especially the importance of making a decision..as what i've learned from a television show, there are different paths toward a decision..there is always a "what if" among every decision and a life very different from the one you chose..the future has a lot of faces..but because they call it future, it is something which cannot be seen..it changes every second and depends on every action we make..who knows, i might have a different future if i didn't write this blog and just made my homework at this very hour..it was my decision and i got nobody to blame for it..that is what a decision is all about..we should be responsible enough to face its consequences and just live up to it..